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Monday, November 28, 2005

Chp 47. Enter Eve

“25 years and my life is still
trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination.”

Ah. It’s as if the 4 non blondes sang that song specially dedicated to me. I’m 25 now. With an unsure destination.

Why have I been so silent these past few months you might wonder. Well, the reason is, I fell in love! Fell in love with the perfect woman in whose eyes I see the future of my unborn children’s happiness. She’s nothing like I’ve ever come across. Everything about her is so perfect.

We met at during my summer internship. It started off first as casual mails. We discussed about the mizo way of life and Christianity. She understood the reason why I hardly mix with other mizos. We were still anonymous then. I was “Sandman” and she was “butterfly5”. I would ask her doubts and reasons on God and Christianity and she would give me answers that completely satisfy my queries. Finally around May, she gave me her phone number. And believe me, I’ve never enjoyed talking to anybody as much as I do with her. No flirting, no casual sex talks, just plain conversation. Topic ranging from anything to anything. Gawd how I love listening to her voice, her cute English accent (She was in UK working as a volunteer dealing with de-addiction and other missionary work).

Even after I got back here, we talk almost every nite. My phone bills would sky rocket high, yet here I am, truly happy to find someone I really enjoy talking with. Told my closest frens Amol, Amra, Monu, Tommy and Ankita about her. I was basically on the phone with her nearly everyday. And I’ve never seen how she looks like. Finally on 19th July 2005 she mailed me her snaps. Oh she was so so pretty! I just couldn’t believe this was the girl I’ve been talking to for the past four months.

Told my sis in UK about her coz they met each other when she was in UK a couple of years ago. My sis is a PhD in psychology (University of Lancashire) and she advised me that even though I really enjoy talking to her, I must not rush it coz things are different when one speaks face to face. And she was a bit surprised too coz we were poles apart in our interest. I party a lot, she doesn’t. She’s deeply religious, I am just a Christian for namesake. But it’s only after talking to her that I realized I am meant to take the same path that she did but somewhere along the line I got diverted.

Many a times, my best fren Amol would tell me to fly to Delhi and meet her. Yet, deep inside I was scared. Not just scared but was also confused. I was pretty much enjoying the life that I was leading… was I willing to throw all that away? But it’s only when I went to Delhi that I realized what lied in store for me. Suddenly, all these partying n binge drinking made no sense. Everything became so empty. She was like that missing piece of puzzle in a jigsaw game of my life. Without that piece, you can still make out what the picture in the puzzle is all about and enjoy admiring the picture, but still, something is not just complete and that nags you at the back of your head day in and day out, until that missing piece of puzzle is found.

With love, one suddenly becomes scared of dying. Never in my life had I been so scared to fly (Delhi-Bangalore). And you have no idea how scared I was when I heard she went to Kashmir for two weeks!!! She had to go to Kashmir coz she’s working at EFICOR, a Christian NGO, which was dealing with the relief work at the earthquake affected areas in Kashmir. Everyday we spoke on the phone for hours, and there were three cases of terrorist bombings and shoot-outs during her stay there. I prayed to Almighty Lord to keep her safe, and He answered my prayers. Now she is safely back in Delhi.

Adam found his first true love in Eve. So did I. But then, I still have both my kidneys intact.


Chiru said...

Welcome back..
Happy birthday..

love is good but a very dangerous thing.. take care..

Mizohican said...

Thanx for the welcome. Yes, Love is a very dangerous game, thats why we don't rush into it unless we are absolutely sure. I am.

Whats with the "Happy Birthday" though???? :-)

NoHiddenDepths said...

Someone once said:
When you are committed, be totally and truly committed
When you are in love, be totally and truly in love.


Anonymous said...

Kidneys?? KIDNEYS?? When did Adam lose his? Eve was formed from his RIB not KIDNEYS!
Ask you dearest to read out the bible to you every night:)

Mizohican said...

@ Deedee: dearest sis, kidneys sound a lot more romantic than plain old rib :P

@ No hidden depths: Ah, Jimmy, the lost romanitco speakeths out :) That was a nice quote indeed.

Alex said...

Thats a great news you've come back with! Many congratulations and have a blessed life!

Swar Thounaojam said...

congrats, pal! merry christmas and have a beautiful time.

Anonymous said...

while i was reading..i was like 'exactly*5' !!

i also met my (now)fiance on-line. I mean, we were introduced by a close pal of mine (he gave him my email id) and we hit it off right away. Our first ph call was totally cosmic...first photo exchange, we found each other very attractive....out first meeting, oh man! i was sooo nervous.I almost passed out during Aizawl-Delhi flight!!

Totally agree with your 'jigsaw puzzle' theory. Kinda like celine dion's "at last",right?

Am glad you found 'the one' ...great feeling,aint it? :-)

So, you're in aizawl now? is kongte in town too?

kumthar chibai!

Anonymous said...

am soo happy for you FINALLY found her *grin*